sometimes I remember and I can’t breathe and my heart gets heavy like it’s sunk in my chest and the only way out is throwing up.

maybe these are new flashbacks.

no chloe, you’re weak you’re weak you’re weak you’re weak grow up and move on

but how? I just want you to love me. please please please love me. see what I’m trying to do I just want you to smile. I really need a smile. please love me. love me like you used to love me.

you do love me. I’m blinded. you never stopped loving me right? nothing changed. you’ve loved me forever. I never stopped loving you. even when you left me hanging. you love me and I’m blind. help me.